Okay, my husband has been overtaken with some happier version of his true self! The transformation in him since he decided we should go forward with Kendi Mae's adoption is very apparent. He is just...happy. He seems light and free, like there is nothing weighing him down.
It is so fun seeing him like this. He has gone from not knowing whether we should adopt again, to REALLY being into it! He likes talking about Kendi Mae. He liked picking out clothes for her. He is even totally in to how we will continue to budget, fundraise, and grant-write for the rest of the adoption expenses.
During Bright's adoption Eric had a lot of his own stuff going on (getting ready to go on dialysis). And when things got bad with our agency, Eric was so beaten down. He hated it. He hated the process and just wanted to get Bright home so he could put international adoption behind us forever.
But this time he seems to be enjoying things much more. Maybe it's because he knows this will be his last baby? Maybe the Lord has done a work in his heart that has truly allowed Eric to let go of the fears he had? I don't know. But I sure do like this happy hubby I've got!!
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That is wonderful! I am finally getting a chance to catch up- and so thrilled for your family and KM too :)
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